I haven’t been on lately because I kinda gave up about two weeks ago…

Yeah I know. 

I thought about it for awhile and I came to realize that I need something that motivates me to work towards. For example, for most people, the image they picture for motivation is their dream body. I don’t find that very motivating or more like I can’t exactly channel that for motivation. 

I would diet and exercise for about a week thinking it was all good and actually, one morning I woke up and thought, “Wow. I feel so in control!” since I’ve tried to diet so many times before, and it never worked. But that same day I gave up. I had no motivation. No nothing.

So I realized that I want to be fit for high school. I just want to have enough energy for high school. and be in all the sports I always wanted to be in but couldn’t because I was embarrassed of my weight. I wouldn’t have to cover myself up everyday, and wouldn’t have to worry about sweating like a pig.

I know it’s a thing I should have realized before I started my weight loss journey, but better now then later right? 

So any way after realizing this I went straight to making a ‘getting back in the groove’ schedule. 

This week I want to get my mind back on the “You don’t need unhealthy food. You are in control.” state of mind,

So. For Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday I was going to do a water fast, and Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday, I was going to try juicing! Super excited for that. Then Saturday and for the rest of the weeks to come (Till I’m at my goal weight) Its solid food. I can’t wait :) I know I am water fasting and doing a juicing detox, but I am not anorexic or bulimic I’m doing this 100% healthy baby! 

 Sorry for the long post. Have a great day! :)